The Tatwa Girl

& tears rolled down her eyes....... well it was a turning point of her life yet again..... but tears why how where when......???????????? She had always thought of her as a strong, determined woman, but some things in life make u cry isn't it? she was on her way to motherhood, and suddenly things changed (for positive of course) for her. She had a natural way to motherhood and was expecting the same again, but something else was written ....

Women Water Wind Do they sound similar to u…. They do to me…. Water furious.....Women curious..... Water flowing furiously and the other shore is completely calmer Women too is strong like stone and the other day beautifully softer… Water springing up from earth and in some remote place falling from heavy mountains..... Women too rising from herself and falling for her roles and responsibilities.... Wind so violent sumtimes and sumtimes its gentle breeze.... Women as it says is sumtimes really agitating and sumtimes so soft u can't predict...

Tic tic on mobile few clicks on keyboard Double click on mouse Chats with spouse and there she is clicking to the future The digital woman of Today Business or office, home maker or teacher, Doctor or engineer, cook or painter, media person or design artist, bakes cake or write codes, Chapati on tava and blue tooth on ears Instant veggies  and quick recipes works from home or office and now has no time for fears. Updated not outdated, fast not slow, she is a multitasker all the way. Have risen from their marginal lives to craft their futures on the centre stage. Boardroom, or courtroom, Washroom or bed room she can handle all well. Kids or interiors, parties or presentations she can properly dwell. Mkt now has Womens horlicks, calcium and revital too, which was earlier meant only for the men to do. Dominates all areas of life in a manner well to do, She is a strong woman with a restless mind too. Facebook, twitter are her new friends and no knowledge...

It's been 5 yrs she saw and met her life partner......time flies......today she  can only thank God for helping her meet him and letting him be in her  life.................. Life won’t be same if u would not have been here so near No I am not saying this coz I am dependent on u But bcoz more than that I love u so long to be near How would my life be? Without those stares and snores Without those wet towels and foot prints on floors How would my life be? Without u sitting patiently to listen my nagging and cravings Without u giving tips and instructions in my workings How would my life be? I cant imagine it Without your car and credit cards Without long drives and beach besides What would my life be? When I was at a new place on my first bride night When I blasted the cooker on first dinner night How would my life be? Without your never ending last drinks And without your latest humorous tricks How would my life be? When ...

She is born...... Gets her name of her parents choice, that becomes her identity...... She grows up Charming, beautiful, smart, intelligent a beauty with brains combo..... She tries to get her own identity, and one fine day she she finds it. She is confident, independent and has thoughts of her own. She grows up One stormy windy evening she gets across someone..... who will change her personality, her life and her future.... For him she is ready to leave connections of blood and body... the runaway bride gets married and there she leaves her identity of past..... She grows on She is now Mrs. he and daughter of new found set of parents.. She is in her mesmerizing phase and had forgotten herself. She becomes mother soon and gets a new tag on collar. She now raises their kids and caress her husband She grows But is she the same "she" in these whole years????? Her identity is so fragile not handled with care.....

Here i am realizing the essence of women once again.......... When a girl is born we dont understand our importance, but when a woman is married she realises another self of hers and then again when she becomes mother and bears a child she realises her importance......in a more broader prospect. Yes only a woman can understand the essence of being a mother, carrying an embryo, turning it into a child and then adult human being. How beautiful it is to make or produce another human being, isnt it???? The lil pain that's involved but filled with endless happiness and joy. The twists and turns.... The curls and whirls.... The kicks and picks..... The feeling of growth.... The sensation of our own part..... The flesh and muscles from me..... The food that i eat the thought that i think..... Its just not expressible..... So be very proud to be a women as you are the only one who can produce another human, another life, another living being......You have that power g...

Spring is back So comes back the new tiny leaves on tree The fresh green leaf highlighted by sun fresh, raw, unripe, immature leaves and there was one my leaf which started its journey from tree branch right now its admired for its beauty for its freshness soon it will turn brown, it will grow up

A twig of the grass A drop of the rain A bloom of the flower A ray of the sun It turns out that merely seeing nature can also have a salubrious effect.

I sometimes wish i get the magic wand in my hand..... I will encircle it here and there and all my wishes will come true.... I will raise my magic wand and will have heavenly delicious foods on my table... I will tap in on the floor and my house will become palace..... I will move it in air and a limousine will stand in front of my house.... but then i gave it a second thought ...... Will my life be so interesting if i get everything so easily..... will i have same feelings for life if i get everything.... will life be worth living if u have all things in world at ur doorstep.... will the spice of life make u happy..... will i have same emotions..... will i have happiness and be sad sumtimes???? will i laugh and cry sumtimes????? will i be ambitious and crave for things???? i think NO life wont be lively if it is not true life? so whatever is there in life respect it, enjoy it,  sumtimes crib sumtimes nag but live life to fullest.. ...

Does it ever feel to you, that you go totally blank... feeling mirthless and empty.... U may like to read my story WARMTH OF WOMB

When the curtain moves in and out.........Life says"I'm here" When the mobile beeps of alerts.............Life says"I'm here" When the water rushes down the pipe to tap.........Life says"I'm here" When the maid rings the bell for work...................Life says"I'm here" When the sweeper brooms chik chak in house......Life says"I'm here" Else i am in a closet of 4 doors and 40 windows waiting for him to come and open and take me out so i can see the Life and say "I'm here."

Do u know someone who always cares?.....i do.... Do u know someone who is always there to guide?.......i do.... Do u know anyone who sits beside in bad dreams and in all times?..... i do.... Do u know who guides to be brave to dare?.... i do.... no its no one else other but the one who created me my mother!!!! and i realized her importance more when i became mother.

Hi all A mouthful of sky, A fistful of sky, i am sure many of us have always dreamed of that one piece of cake in our lives. we dream, we wish, we fantasize, sometimes we achieve sometimes we don't and still like a small kid we ask for more, we strive to reach new heights, we try to reach the goal. I am very ambitious and so is everyone i am sure. i don't want to die without fetching that sky for me. But thinking and doing well its different..... Life is so beautiful yet complicated, we have one life to live and just can't let it go only living it just like that. I feel some spice has to be there..... So here to add that spice and zing I start with blogging on my blog, to express my heart, soul, mind with words.  Will scribble and scrabble with words to pour out my thoughts. Happy blogging! i love these lines from a old soap opera... "Earth, Wind, Rain and Fire Wealth, Power, Blood and Desire One life to live, Before we die.. One Taste of Glory ...